Every time i look at myself, a desperate life so lying, i don't know what i have done to myself. every time i go home, at street, alone, i so disappointed. "why i'm not feeling good?" i always waiting u for an indistinctness i always be the only wrong guy i'm doing all the things for nothing, i just... spoil an abstract relation i'm a waiter, a watch guy, a servant, no more i don't know why i have all of these thoughts, it just... what i'm thinking of for days past i'm trying to enjoy but can't i'm trying to be patient as i can, but... i just can't resist it all the time, u sometimes make me so sad i'll gave u everything but... my heart getting freeze time and time i don't understand what i'm feeling for love sometimes hurt instead. i'll understand u every seconds in my life i'll keep the love till i find all things back and i'll try to be a good person u doing a thing good sometimes but