i don't know what's actually happen today... with all my mind. it started from my journey to the new knowledge, filling full my emptiness. can you imagine how do i do to drive my body, mind, and relation in this null day? i mean, okay, i'm not perfect. and you right! it's a poetry. full of metaphor... i'm empty... and lose for someone, for god. i hate this... be in sorrow but okay... sorry, i'm not good today.... do you know... what i'm thinking... every times, every seconds? of course you will not know. You are not a god. so do i... i'm not perfect my friends believe that, my parents know that, and you may too... but, as a boy, i do love you, besides i love my self. i can't talk to much, because i'm different. and these problems seem terrible and i have to overcome it soon can you help me? you even don't know... it should to be. so i decided to go to the movie theater, and watching alone so surprised, i saw Mr. prope